Last night was a bad night. I experienced a sequence of nightmares that involved me fighting family, lost friends, doctors and the police for the right to be myself.

All the people I should have been able to trust all worked against me and as much as I protested they just ignored me and tried to lock me away.

It’s a nightmare I’ve had before (most of my life actually) and I understand what it means and where it comes from. I know it’s “just” a nightmare and I’m an adult and I should know it’s not real. But it still triggers off a load of difficult emotions and feelings deep in my core self and now I have to deal with those feeling.