Bugger!

A few weeks ago I had some blood tests done. The results came back and they lead my GP to do more blood tests, lots more blood tests to tell the truth.

The results came back as “abnormal” from top to bottom so I got an inkling that things were not going in the right direction.

This morning I had a chat to the GP and he kind of explained the measurements that should be low were very high, and the measurements that should be high were very low.

He asked a few questions and we talked about what could be the cause of the problem.

That’s when he said it. . . . . .

“Well Debbie, there’s a very high probability that it could be cancer.”

He then went on to say he needed to book more tests and try and pin it down exactly so we could start dealing with it.

I’ve thought about this kind of moment several times over many years and to be very honest I already knew what I would do.

There will not be any more tests, I don’t want them and I don’t want to know any more because it will not change things.

If it is cancer then so be it. I suppose you could say it will do for me what I have tried so many times to do myself. If it’s not cancer then nothing is going to change.